American Gangsterette

Yes - that's me, I'm a ganster. Hardcore to the bone.

Not really. I did go and see American Gangster though, Denzel Washington could just sit infront of a green screen for a couple of hours and smile..and I think I would sit and watch it. Yeah, I'm pretty sure I would.

This week has been full of things happening..

First...my Cor.

I'm worried, but I'm not. It's strange because usually, I stress..but this time, I don't seem to be doing that too much. Although I guess I have been kind of silently stressing out about what the results will be of all his tests. He had an Echocardiogram on Friday and had to wear a Holter monitor for 24 hours as well.

Monday he has a CAT scan, they are going to check some things out and hopefully get to the bottom of why he keeps having headaches, passing out, dizzy, just yuck in general. I love this kid like crazy.

I have decided in the past couple of days that I have gotten off the path with my photography, I have missed just taking snapshots of my kids and family just for the fun of taking them. I think that on Flickr sometimes it might be easy for people to start feeling "inadequate" like we need to have some amazing shoot to even think about posting pictures on there..when really...that is what I love, I love the everyday pictures of my kids, doing everyday maybe sometimes even boring things. I like the nothingness of it, I like not having to come up with some amazing concept of how to have people sitting, or standing...worrying about finding that token perfectly peppered with flowers field..with the sun in the just right spot...I like having to not stress about the natural lighting looking anything but natural...I just want to take pictures..I dont care if Lucas is in his diaper, if hes got cookie on his face, or if Dominics shirt has a stain on it, or if Im wearing makeup or not...I just love pictures...I want to remember the exact moment as it happend...dirty face, sagging diaper, unmade up face, crazy hair, whatever...I want it all.

I really should go to bed. I have gotten myself on this insane sleeping schedule lately and sleep seems to be the least thing that I get...

I saw The Killers new video the other day...ahhhhh....Brandon Flowers and the rest of you killers...I will forever love your music.

Its true.

I will.