.Oh the weather outside is lovely.

Yah!
Finally a nice day outside.
I had to go and pick up Lucas' prescription this morning
and it's so nice outside.
We spent a while in the ER with Lukey lastnight. He had a fever
and had broken out in a rash...he's a sicky boy.
He kept pointing at the Exit sign over the door saying, "We have
to go out that door now" "We have to get out of here"
Ever since he landed in the ER having seizures when he was 1 1/2,
he does NOT like Dr's. It doesn't help that everytime he ends up
having to see one...it ends up with him crying and having something
done to him. Lastnight, it was a shot in each thigh of an antibiotic.
I don't think I have ever seen him scream that hard before. Of course,
I cried because it kills me when my babies are hurt. Ugh.
Thankyou Jesus for insurance because his medicine ended up being a tiny
little bottle of stuff for a big price!
Nico goes back to work tomorrow, so today we are just all going to chill
around the house, we rented a bunch of movies so we are going to be
vegetables and watch movies and eat rubbish. Yah!
I want to go to San Diego sometime this week..I miss my friends.
I also want to go to San Francisco to see Sofia!
I miss her SO much!
We need some time!
I wanna take pictures with her, I wanna have coffee with her, I want to
see the kids..I miss them all.
I was thinking earlier this morning. About things I won't post on here,
but would love so much to talk about.
My family.
I will never understand.
I miss my mom.
He is...confusing and mean.
They are...off in the head.
He is a...liar.
I will never understand them. Their motives...$$$$.
I am thankful for the people who are in my life.
I wish my family wasn't so seperated.
I love my nieces.
I love Debby and Michael.
Why would someone lie about having cancer?
Why would they hurt their kids like that?
I give.
Keep sitting on your pedestel of "perfection" all the while
hurting people.
Pick a side. Stop being such a follower.
Grow up.

I have days where I don't even care, I really don't. I don't even
miss things, then there are days where I am just mad.
Keep the change you filthy animals.