Let her go

This is me and my girls. My club. My two best friends.
They make me smile, and they break my heart.
At one moment I feel like everything's going to be ok,
And then the next second, shes gone again.
What in the world happens?
I wish she was stronger, I wish she could see that the world doesn't have to be
seen thru those eyes..take off the blinders and see what God offers all around her.
There is more to the picture and there is a big story there, waiting to be written, a bigger picture and a bigger story then the one that is being played out within those four walls that seem to sufficate her and who she really is.
Do they think a new place is going to make anything better? A bigger place?
What does the song say? "There's an aweful lot of breathing room, but I can hardly move"
This is true for her. Everyday I see her losing more and more breath and it kills me.
But, there isnt anything else I can do except allow her to live out her choices and see things for herself...hopefully and prayerfully she will get to a spot where she realises that she doesn't need the noose hanging around her neck that is sufficating her slowly as the days go by.
Hopefully..and prayerfully she will see that she is amazing and doesnt need anything or anyone to allow her to feel like that.
One day she will see that she has so much to offer and that the negative words of others dont have to affect her so deeply.
One of these days she's going to shine..
And one day her light is going to shine so brightly..
noone will ever see that dark spot in her life that so controled her and kept her in fear and confusion.
The darkness needs to let go, needs to let her be herself, needs to get a grip on his own life, needs to grow up, needs to stop crying only out of fear that she has gotten the tiniest bit of a voice and has stood up for herself.
God...go away kid. You're a downfall. You're a negative. You're a mess. You're a waste of space.
A person can only take so much from someone else..so many blows.
Acceptance is never going to happen.
Go join Daddy on the Daily Toke, go live your pathetic life, go alter your appearance in attempts to look like someone you will never ever even come close to looking like, go cry in your bubble tea and choke on your sushi, go play your videogames and play with all of your "under 18 friends who probably can't play cause they are all grounded", go tell more lies to someone else, go promise people the world and only really cause them true "paine", I heard the rockgod say, "your a good man" when Jack was born. I guess peoples perspectives of a "good man" are different. I guess I didn't realise that a "good man" hits girls.
Go write some more emo poetry and sing ur silly songs out of tune.
Bipolar baby?
Write one for yourself.
I can think of a few song names.

Cut your losses and go back to "spreading the plague".

You make me ill.



A person has to have a voice.
I guess for now, I'm being hers.
Since the grasp is so tight on her..she can't or doesn't feel like she even has a voice.

The parent's that created such a hollow empty soul that thinks hes a "legend" should crawl under a rock and be so ashamed of themselves.