The good witch of the north....(south)

Wow...

What a week this has been, it seems like it flew by and alot has happened.

Although if I sit and list everything that happened starting at Monday, I am thinking it will sound all so

boring!

So hmmmm.

I am still very grateful to have found an old friend. Actually...I found two old friends from highschool. One of them I found on myspace...I messaged her...and got a reply... that said something like..."I remember you, you, Sarah and Vivian were always so mean to me for no reason..." Ugh. I felt like compete and utter crap!

I was mean to her...and for reasons? I didn't have any. I was just a snot in school. A Christian school...or I guess it was more of a private prison? :) Actually, I loved my school until about the 11th grade. It all went tits up around the time they made alot of changes in it...it was never the same.

So...anyways, I replied back to my friend apologising for my horrible actions towards her...thankfully she accepted.

I heard from another friend from school...Phil. Praying for his sweet little boy...

I feel like lazy crap because I have only gone to the gym once this week...lazy!!?? I had every intention of going this afternoon but we had such bad storms I didn't want to leave the kiddies home alone ...not like I could do anything to confront a tornado if one decided to come our way...there was one in Pensacola today...YIKES! It tore roofs off of buildings...one being a daycare...sad. Thankfully noone was hurt!

We just had warnings and watches all day today.

I have been thinking alot about my parents this week...even tried calling them. All my dad said was that he was busy talking to some guy and that he would try to call me back...I knew that meant it wasnt going to happen. A girl can dream I suppose....he's not going to call. I know this.

Whatever.

Why doesnt my dad want to talk to me!? I dont ever get to talk to my mom...makes me sad..especially because shes sick.

I dont think I will ever understand how a parent chooses kids. When you have five...how do u choose only certain ones? *sigh*

I think I should go to a the-rapist.

Maybe let them pick my brain.

it would almost be freeing to spill my guts to someone who holds no ties to any of us...who wouldnt pick sides or have biased opinions..

I hear it raining outside still....

I started watching a show on HBO called "Tell me you love me"....I have two new episodes to watch...guess Ill go do that....hmmmmmmm

Goodnight sleep tight dont let the bedbugs bite...............