Is there room for one more song??

All these things that I have done...good Killers song I must say! I wanna shine out, in the hearts of man. Hmmm another head aches, another heart breaks....I need direction to perfection...help me out..dont you put me on the back burner, you know you gotta help me out.

Aint changin me, a cold hearted boy I used to be, yeah yeah you know u gotta help me out, Oh dont you put me on the backburner...you're gonna bring yourself down, you're gonna bring yourself down...

I got soul but Im not a soldier

I got soul but Im not a soldier

I got soul but Im not a soldier

I got soul but Im not a soldier

I got soul but Im not a soldier

I got soul but Im not a soldier

I got soul but Im not a soldier

I got soul but Im not a soldier

K....I love that song...

Today was a pretty good day...

I woke up, did some stuff around the house, sold some stuff on Craigslist...cause Im cool like that....

"While everyones lost...the battle is done...with all these things that Ive done...over and then...last call for sin...."

I found out something today about someone in my family...what a piece of work. And to think they have the nads to say things about others. Isn't that just how it is though? Point the finger at everyone around you..knowing all along you have quite alot on your own plate to chew on? People are horrible for doing that to one another aren't they? They devour eachother with what seems like such great joy and pleasure. Family members doing it to another just seems to take it all to a whole other worse level. It is unexplainable really.

Why am I sitting on the floor on the side of my bed..in the dark, listening to the Killers and hearing Daddypersons freight train snore? I really think he has potential to bring the roof down...hold on tight Lucas...this might be a long night..

Buca is laying next to me doing a " baby snore" Love that one...don't like the big adult snore..

It rained really hard here today...I thought we were meant to get some major storm..well, I guess I did hear a few good cracks of lightening and thunder...that was the extent of it all.

I made a friend today. She's quite different. I like her..she is interesting and interesting is good because I don't get that much here in Florida. Few things are interesting to me here...bitter? Maybe....ok yes, bitter..

I just got a brown screen... how strange :)

That is all the woman asked for was a plain brown screen??? Wow, that's a hard gig!

My foot is falling asleep!

I wonder if the rents are having fun on their little excursion across country...

Dad figure said that they would be gone for an unknown ammount of time and told me that Mother figure was getting worse with her memory...which made me sad to hear..but hurt worse for the fact that I don't ever get to see her. There always seems to be some sort of excuse.

I wish I understand them..him mostly..it's like he is a stranger to me now, when we talk, its shallow, cold and surfacy....it's foggy. How does that happen to people? Especially Parent and child? Secrets, that's how.

I just wanna take pictures..I think I kind of like taking pictures the same way that I liked singing.. it allows me to get close to people without...really and truly talking to them...or looking at them. With singing, I could get a point or thought across..."talk" to people...and kind of hide behind the lyrics and melody..and with photography... Im looking at someone thru a lens...not eye to eye. It isnt that I can't look people in the eye, I just feel more comfortable with that little bit of distance there..that is how I like seeing things most of the time. A little quick flash of L and I tonight.......

I wonder what C and B are doing out there in the livingroom...it sounds like they are maybe knocking down a few walls to open up the livingroom alittle more...

Everything will be right....I'm comin to find you, just wait and see.....

Lalalalalala I was just shopping for a doll....then you took me by surprise...Im dreamin bout those dreamy eyes, I never knew, I never knew...so take your suitcase cause I dont mind...and baby know I meant it everytime...you dont need to compromise...Im dreamin bout those dreamy eyes...I never knew...I never knew...

Why do you waste my time, is the answer to the question on your mind..and Im so sick of all the judges...cause Im scared of what they'll find...but I I know that I can make it.., as long as someone takes me home...every now and then...Have you ever seen the light?

I see London

I see Sams Town

Holds my hand

and lets my hair down

rolls that world, right off my shoulder

I see London

I see Sams Town now...

The bed up there...is the one I should be in instead of sitting on the floor! Yeah! Dont you think so? I do!

outside the sun (moon) is shining...seems like Heaven ain't far away....